Left for Better

"A friend who attached itself closely, only broken because it left for the friends own good. Was it for good? As it will be the last time he shall hurt him." -Kaiera

"A friend who leaves someone close feels like a friend who died." -Kaiera

This is made with tears and trembles as I experience one of the most hurting things a friend can do even it was for good.
Those white blots you see are actual tears from me. I poured everything I feel to this little piece. Let me tell you about him.

He was a strong young guy. Weak in heart but continues on and tries even how much he gives up.
He joined in my group to improve and he did but he did not notice the little changes he undergo.

He doesn't notice, despite his efforts and downing himself most of the time, you wouldn't believe...
He made beautiful landscape artworks, he made lovely photography of scenery in which I admire.
In his take of videos, he has most of the time made me laughing when before it was boring old videos.
He told me of a tower so complex that brings a lot of things that you can cross with such bizarre things.
He even made a deck container. Simple yet impressive. I can't do something like that.
He also got himself such a powerful computer and all the things he can use for doing a Let's Play.
He got views that surpasses my own view count on YouTube.

What he did is certainly not in vain.

He had made a lot of things that something I can't do myself. Despite all of this, he says he doesn't do enough... useless and brings to nothing. Was that true? I don't see it that way.

I'm actually glad he continued to strive when I was there. I even said, "One day, you will soar."
He always look up on me, as I wanted to help him. Though my hand is not accepted because of his doubts.

He always aimed to tell a story like I did but always doubt himself.
He never did anything bad to me in all honesty but he called it a lie.
The only time he did was he left for the better for me.

Remember, I was here to help and I honestly wanted to.

I don't want to say goodbye. I never want to say it.

and so, here I am with a bond damaged and strayed so far as my heart hurts.
At least I can remember the times when I can see his name.
Better and back to normal if he ever comes back.

I know you are saying I am over dramatizing all over this. I know.
I'm actually fine to tell all of this and I hope you do understand how much he has made.

Thank you for reading.
I end it with this: Hope you have a wonderful life ahead. Don't surrender yet as all you ay have a lot of years to come.

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furriKira © 2014